Monday, October 11, 2010

Rose

Rose............ my dear rose  ur symbol of  romance  when your single , happiness in bunches and sorrow in garland how many expressions do u have in you even after ur death . Never thought your pain when your clinched off your stem .forgive us because we cant express ourselves when we r alive but we kill u to express our feelings ....... what can i do???? here is a rose for you to show my sympathy on you

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Love vs money in my life

Love Vs Money = ?


Life seems to be filled with desire . Its we the human cattle , filled with exceeding Dreams and desire in search of something which is nothing. I am one among the many but i regret that  i could have been  on the other side of what Iam .


       All I gained in this journey to the fuckin great britain is nothing to be frank, One thing i can pick out is some pictures portraying the false nature of present nature of life. I have undergone many turmoils inside me . It really hurts when my mom hides something from me and me doing the same ,thinking not to hurt each other and i dont know if at this point i lost the real nature of a son and mother . Funny everyone loose a great part of life thinking everyone is happy on the other end. Its like a illusion imagining the existence of everything out of nothing. Iv lost many pounds from my wallet and body yet fighting back to get it . Its this £ which stops me from going into my moms lap, my loves hug and some inexpensive affection. Has money under rated my love ,affection and humanity in me. I dont know to balance both . Will it be too late for me to take an action against my present considering past or am I loosing the present considering my future . No one knows but i would like to tell my loved once from this blog that Iam not happy here without u all and it cant be filled in my life without you all. Love you all




With  KESH